The Tears of a Clown

Now if there's a smile upon my face…

The Marathon Diaries: The Road Back

So here I find myself, back in the car park of The Nag’s Head at Woodborough in Nottinghamshire. Alone and ready to run. Five days ago I filed my entrance online for the Nottingham Robin Hood Marathon in late September to absolutely no acclaim at all. There’s not much going back now. It’s a pleasant Saturday afternoon in early May and I have much work ahead of me.


First name: STUART

Surname: FREW

Race Type: Marathon – non-AAA affiliated

Date of Register: 30 April 2009

Time of Register: 09:11:06

It’s familiar road, one I’ve know so many times. I’m breezing along steadily with that small Hibernian FC Harp on my chest and a Maple Leaf emblem on my shorts. The first stream appears with a duck paddling furiously underneath the brackish water, swimming against an insistent current.

I’m threading through a pretty shroud of trees into Epperstone and the music is playing. It’s a sound derived of The Highlands. It’s inspirational.

When i am tired
Tired of the fight
You come to me
And it’s all right

If i am beaten
Down and on my knees
Yeah you pick me up
And you set my soul free

The sound of Stuart Adamson will always live on.

It’s to be a five mile run but the mental process quickly changes. I could run eight miles or ten? That would be good. I settle for thirteen as doggedness quickly takes hold with the prospect of reaching the river pastures. How many time have I thought this way? Converting shorter distances into longer ones?

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Epperstone

I didn’t prepare with food or drink for this though and quickly my stomach cramps as I approach the quintessential English village main street, passing by an ancient pinfold. It’s an incongruous experience at the end of the long and narrow sunny lane as I breeze past high hedges in Gonalston, concealing pretty and typically English gardens. Meanwhile the roar of the Highlands fills my head.

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There are no other people but me, an odd car passes intermittently but that is all. I leave the hot tarmac roads to press through the old white painted clapper gate onto the Spring green pastures of the River Trent. It’s a peaceful scene with a slow running river for company and but a few cattle with their young in my peripheral vision. My awareness includes increasing tiredness though.

A gaggle of drinkers sit on the Unicorn balcony as I doggedly course through the attractive riverside village, some peer non-committedly, lost in their thoughts as they scan the far riverbank. It’s now time to turn onto the rough, grassy paths which zigzag towards Caythorpe and an over-welcome drink of water on this warm day.

The long drink is sadly a little late as my prolonged and unexpected run today begins to take it’s toll. I wasn’t prepared as I should be but will be another time. The music helps sustain me as I concentrate on breathing every bit of fresh oxygen into my body that I can. It’s a long hard road back to Woodborough and rest. It mirrors what the next four months will be like. It mirrors what running the Nottingham Marathon will be.

Let’s hope I get there. there’s a long way to travel…

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May 12, 2009 - Posted by | Archives: The Marathon Diaries | , , , , , ,

1 Comment »

  1. Ahhhh, you’re in fine voice Stu, I feel I’m running alongside you as your words evoke the feeling and images of that route during past running episodes.

    Comment by Mel | May 13, 2009


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